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Holic, miss you but can not tell you

Miss you but can not tell you. I know we can not stay together. I am missing you. The night is so quiet that I can hear the voice of heart broken. I really do not know how many times can a person love in his life? Looking at you, I speak to myself that as long as you are happy, I will also be happy. But I can not tell you I miss you.

We met in Holic. Because of your excellent skills in earning holic gold and fighting, I paid attention to you. The first word was started from me. At that time my level was low. So you always took me to exercise and sometimes buy holic money for me to upgrade my equipment. I knew you were a kind boy. You can take care of every friend of you. But I still think that you regard me different from them. How silly I was. I was just only one of your friends.

Later I have a long time not saw you, and I thought you were busy those days. Until one day I saw you were online, I was so happy. But when I saw the girl next to you, I was a little disappointed. You generously introduced her to me and said that she was your girl friend in reality. How can I accept this fact? From that you always took your girl friends to exercise, leaving me alone. You gave your holic online gold to her, and never care about my feeling. How cruel you were.

At day when your girl friend was not together with you, I told my feeling to you. You said sorry to me and gave some cheap holic gold as apologize. I refused, but I wanted you to promise to accompany with me as long as your girl friend was not on line. You agreed. I did not know what you are feeling at that time. Did you realize my love to you? Or you were pretend not to realize.

When you and your girl friend did tasks together, she always flaunted your achievement to me. I hated her because even if you have no good equipment, you still buy holic online money for her in order to let her have. Until that time I knew you really loved her. I knew I have no chance. That day I lied to you that I had a boy friend and asked if you could be my brother. You would never know how sad I was. I decided not to play Holic so frequently.

I have long time not to play Holic, I miss Holic, and I miss you. But I can not tell you, and you will never know.